I've been hiding in my room all day long today watching t.v. shows on-line... thank God for the Internet!! Earlier I was going through some boxes looking for envelopes when I found a couple of birthday cards He had given me... they went straight to the shredder!! and then, like total loony, started throwing away anything that had any kind of connexion with Him... and well the pictures in my computer were no exception...DELETE, DELETE, DELETE!! It felt like flushing down the toilet the past three years of my life! What a freaking waste! another one, came and went, just like that... the thought felt like an elephant sitting on my chest so I decided to take the mail all the way to the post office... at least I was able to breath some fresh air for like half hour.
I'm really no stranger to breakups; I have been married before and that was a nightmare! was really young and naive (stupid actually!), and told myself that time NEVER AGAIN! and here I am, AGAIN!... I really thought I had found the one, we were making wedding plans and... suddenly He realized we wanted different things... in an exercise we did He stated that we had an 80% awesome relationship, and 20% not so much (but not horrible)... and somehow that 20% difference made Him think would makes us incompatible in 10 years... REALLY!!!
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